teenageamerican SAID: I personally thought that State of Dreaming was about how delusional she was during love, hence "I've been living in the state of dreaming/ living in a make believe land" saying how her relationship seemed perfect to her but it wasn't in reality&that she wants to stay in a dream world,& that's why the next part could definitely be Lies like countering SOD & exposing the truth & her looking at the relationship at a deeper level and having her raw emotions
That’s a great theory too! It makes more sense now haha <3 thank you! told you i was terrible at this.